Showing posts with label body dysmorphia. Show all posts
Showing posts with label body dysmorphia. Show all posts

Monday, 6 December 2010

Look yourself in the eyes.


But these raindrops burn
As they fall on my cheeks.
Because it isn't the sky
That's crying,
And there are no puddles on the floor,
Only mirrors in which i see my faults.


Friday, 30 July 2010

Beauty killer

I think i wear too much make up, i mean i have no problem with it, but lol, there is alot...
List:
-Bio oil
-tweezers to fix eyebrows
-Foundation mousse with sponge
-eyebrow pencil
-brown shadow and fine brush (for eyebrows)
-sheer powder with brush
-blusher with brush
-black eyeliner
-white eyeliner
-white eyeshadow
-blue eyeliner
-blue eyeshadow
-black liquid eyeliner
-black mascara
-(not pictured) lip liner
-lipstick

and i put that on my face everyday, even when not going out the house...i hate to look at myself without make-up on, it's not even vanity, i have body dysmorphia, so i can't see what i really look like, i distort myself in my head, so without make up i get paranoid and start to pick at my face and can do it for hours, damaging my skin. It's a crap disorder!

Anyway, i wore this today, lol i look grumpy as hell but i like the setting/colours...

I went to town and had lunch with my mom! which was nice, and i got some red shoes for £2
yay! ^.^